Connie's Craziness

I have had a few (more than a few) frustrated days. Surely by now a decision for next year has been made. I have thrown myself into panic mode over this and I am getting more and more worried about where I will be and what I will be doing. I wonder if she could make me transfer somewhere else???? It would NOT be fair esp since Cole is the sorriest excuse for a teacher there has been in a long while. I am not sleeping well, eating well, or anything else well at this point. I just feel frustrated. I know I should feel grateful to have a job. And I am. BUT I usually am in the planning stages of the beginning of the year and I cannot DO anything at this juncture. I love that word--juncture. It is soooooo Nancy Grace!!

I had a bad dream about school today. I had this huge class of wild kids that I could not control. They had no paper and pencils. Some had books and some didn't and my printer was broke. I went looking for Penny's room and got lost in this type of mall area. They must have had the good kids on that side of the school. I am teling you. I know this is a direct correlation between not knowing where I will be next year. All that chaos is triggering a panic attack.