Connie's Craziness

I cannot escape the misery of the job even in my dreams. I dreamed that Buchanan forced me into a position in which I had no choice but to rebel and then she fired me which was her goal all along. Is this just a remnant of what happened to Cindy that is rattling around in my brain. I hate this being on edge constantly and doubting myself. I am a good teacher. My scores are always good. This pressure is not good for me or for my kids. I HATE team teaching. I am trying to ignore the stuff that aggravates me about RW. I am just gonna have to grin and bear it I guess. Until she goes or I do.

I hate school. That is all.

Someone rang my doorbell this morning at 4:30 a.m. Then I could not go back to sleep worrying about it. Well, it gave me enough time to finish running my vocab. test. Got pretty well pissed about Erin's 16 honor roll! She is not teaching hard enough and it is gonna bite us in the ass. WHY did they give her a top group?????? STUPID

Today is the beginning of 2009. Janessa and I hugged and cuddled as the ball dropped in NYC and then again in New Orleans. We had lunch with Mom, Daddy, Carole, Cindy and Camryn. We had roast, blackeyed peas, cornbread, cabbage and various other goodies. We sat around all afternoon and just talked and laughed about all kinds of things. Here is to a wonderful year.

I have been home sick the past 2 days. I am so tired of being ill. This year has majorly sucked.

I cannot believe I am sick again. Running a 101* fever!!!!! CRAP! I am taking mega-doses of antibiotics and Advil. principal came in today---got a better eval this time

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