bad dream

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I had a bad dream about school today. I had this huge class of wild kids that I could not control. They had no paper and pencils. Some had books and some didn't and my printer was broke. I went looking for Penny's room and got lost in this type of mall area. They must have had the good kids on that side of the school. I am teling you.


I know this is a direct correlation between not knowing where I will be next year. All that chaos is triggering a panic attack.

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