10-30-11
Not sure I can continue on like this. For 30 years I have taken all the crap that has been thrown at me and have prevailed. I have been strong and resilent. I AM TIRED. I do not want to be strong anymore. It sucks. I wish so many things. I wish not to HATE. I wish not be JEALOUS and
envious of others who have those perfect 'Leave it to Beaver' lives. All I ever wanted was a family, a home, a life that was easy and not fillled with stress and discord. All I have gotten is SHIT. BUT then i HAVE TO TURN AROUND AND be friendly with these people with the perfection. Is that fair? NO Fucking Way
envious of others who have those perfect 'Leave it to Beaver' lives. All I ever wanted was a family, a home, a life that was easy and not fillled with stress and discord. All I have gotten is SHIT. BUT then i HAVE TO TURN AROUND AND be friendly with these people with the perfection. Is that fair? NO Fucking Way
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