New Beginnings

It is Sunday. I did not have to play the piano today. I want to straighten and clean my room today. I also want to move the bed in the other direction. Janessa promised she would help me with that.

I have not started my school stuff yet. I am putting it off. I plan to play on the 'puter and read before tackling it.

Daddy put a new doorknob on my front door Fri. and replaced the dryer hose thingie. He cleaned up the laundry room! What a shock!

Janessa went to a Halloween party last nite dressed as a valkyrie. She even had a horny hat!

I have lots on my mind. I am still hurting from my fall in July. My ankle still swells everyday. I am using a cane to get around. I need to go in and be checked for diabetes but with $$ the way it is---I am postponing it. I know I have no felt healthy since I fell. My immune system has been compromised in some way. I cannot get over this cold. I had strep and staph. I turn 50 and my body starts falling apart. I am concerned about $$ and Janessa finishing school. I wish I knew what to do to motivate her. I wish Randy were here. I think that things would have been different. She would have finished in record time and already be out on her own living her own life.