I am exhausted physically, emotionally and psychologically. Maybe this new med is not working out. Lots of panic and anxiety. Maybe it is the reality of how close it is to going back to school. FREAK OUT
Life is like a wave. Sometimes you have to dive into trouble to come out on the other side. This is a quote from the novel Distant Shores . Don't EVER forget who you are at the center. This is what will bring you through love, despair, heartbreak, and failure.
I really don't wanna go to school. I am in a funk and my head hurts. BUT duty calls. I have to get them ready for testing next week. That is all I effing do is teach these kids how to take a test. They are not learning shit. DAMN IT
OMG I am so glad that this day is nearly over. It was the end of Red Ribbon Week and the kids wore jerseys--it was Pickle Day--AND Halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unreal. But it was payday. Not that I have much to spend after paying bills. Janessa and I went to McAllisters for supper. They have changed their menu since we were there last. I have lots of school stuff to do this weekend. Yuck Ankle is hurting badly.
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